How do feel when you know you have already lost the person even before you said good-byes?
What would you do if no matter how hard you tried to hold
onto it, it still slipped from your grip?
And no matter how much you love someone, you know it is time
for you to let him go….
It’s not because your love has lost for each other,
And definitely not because of you have found someone else......
Maybe it is because you think it is the best for both,
Or maybe that’s the only option that you have right now,
Maybe you believe it is easier to hurt your own heart rather to hurt others…..
And maybe, just maybe,
it is easier to let go while you still have your pride, rather than waiting for something that never exist.......
I've talked about letting go and moving on for so many times and for so long but never have the courage or gut to do it. But right now I feel that enough is enough.
Do I love him? Yes I still do, with all my heart.
Did I give him enough time? I believe so.
Am I supportive enough or patient enough waiting for him to make decision? I thought so.
Now I feel both of us should open our eyes and hearts and said 'Look, it won't happened even how hard we have tried and better stop before we start hurting more people'.......
Frankly, I am tired, really tired.... tired to think, tired to even cry....
Maybe, it's about time we start to live without each other.... at least I positively know that you can.....
I'm sorry for everything that I have done to you.... and I also forgive you for the hurts, and the lies.....
Goodbye,
I'm over and done,
So turn around and walk away,
and please don't look back ..........
coz I'll not there waiting for you anymore.....
Signed off for now,
LOLA
