Perfect 10

Dear Diary,

Last night you asked me
Why did choose you?
What make me feel in love with you?

The answer is so simple,
Because you are a PERFECT 10 to me....

Now I want to know, am I the perfect 10 for you?

Signed off for now
LOLA

I Love You too....

Dear Diary,

The day you told me that you love me,
It sank so deep, I was drowning in thought....
I lost for word  as I gaze into your eyes,
The tears that flowed down your cheek.....
That very moment soaked my heart making it heavy
I knew it wasn't mine alone to keep.....

The way you held my hands so drove the words down my spine,
a touch that conveyed so much yet so soft.....
I feel happy inside but scared of your sincerity.
Will those words of yours pass the test of time?
Was it for real or just pass like a dream?
With so much questions inside my head,
yet just you staring at me from the outside....
I took a deep breath and a step closer,
with a kiss I said the same words back to you,
BLY, I love you too......


Signed off for now
LOLA

Love note to him

Dear Diary,

When it rains, you don't see the sun, but it is there.  Hope we can be like that.  We may not be seeing each other too often, but please remember that we will always be there for one another, in each other's heart.

You are everything to me.  Someone that I can count on, someone that I can believe in, someone that I love with all my heart.

Give laugh to all...... but smile to one.....
Cheek to all..... but lips to one......
Care to all..... but heart to one.....
Let everybody love you..... but you love only one......

Signed off for now
LOLA

I found you.......

Dear Diary,

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, 
who calls you back when you hang up on him, 
who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, 
or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... 

Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead, 
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, 
who holds your hand in front of his friends, 
who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. 

One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... 
The one who turns to his friends and says, that's HER...

BLY, I'm glad to say that I've found YOU....

Signed off for now
LOLA

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend...

Dear Diary,

I used to think that falling in love with your best friend was only something happened on TV show or the movie. Does it really happen in real life? Yes! Yes they do!

We used to go to the same school for a couple of years but didn't really talked to each other.  After more than 20 years, we bumped into each other again through facebook.  He is the first one who made the first move and say hi to me.  After cancelling dates a few times, we finally met up for dinner in a restaurant on the lake.  At first I was a bit intimidated with his blunt personality but at the same time it amazed me.  And now, after three years we are still together and going strong. 

I have good connection with my sisters and girl friends, it still cannot compare to the my friendship with my partner - the love of my life.  He has been my supporter, my rock, my best friend and my lover.   I don't know which side of him that I enjoy the most.  I treasure each side, just I have treasured my life with him together.

Honestly, it never really hit me that we were the best friends until one day several years ago we were talking but I can't remember the details of the conversation.  All I recall is that he said something funny that had us rolling hysterical with laughter.  I can distinctly remember feeling  at that moment our interaction felt more like a friendship and not a love-partner moment.  I'm happy to admit that those moment are share quite frequently in our relationship.  So yes, my lover is my best friend.  

  

So, I'm happy to say that I'm in love with my best friend..... and I know he feels the same too....

Signed off for now
LOLA