I found you..................

Dear Diary,

Once in my lifetime, I truly believe that I will find someone who can completely turn my  world around.  I can tell him things that I have never shared with other souls and he absorb everything I say and actually want to hear more.

I share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at me.  When something wonderful happens, I just can't wait to tell him about it, knowing he will share in my excitement.

He is not embarrassed to cry with me or even for me, laugh with me when I make a fool of myself (which is almost always). He will hurt my feeling or make me feel like I am not good enough, but rather he build me up and show me the things about myself that make me special and even beautiful.

There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition, only a quiet calmness when he is around.  He is always supportive in everything I do or want to do.

I can be be myself and not worry so much about what he will think of you because he loves me for who I am.

A phone calls or messages everyday helps to get me through a long day and always bring smile to my face.  By being with him, there is no need for continuous conversation, but I still feel content just having him nearby. 

Things that never interested me before become so fascinating as I know they are important to him...... 

I always think of him on every occasion and in everything I do.  Simple things bring him to my mind.  

I open my heart knowing that there is still a chance it may be broken one day and in opening my heart, I experience a love and joy that I never dreamed possible.  I find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow my heart to feel true pleasure that is so real, sometimes it scares me.

I find strength in knowing that I have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end.

Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile.  My only hope and security is in knowing that he is a part of my life. 

I'm glad that we choose each other.... I want to be with you for eternity and beyond....

Signed off for now.

LOLA